Sometimes i really don't understand why Friends would betray you.
Is it really a Nice thing to do?
Forgive and Forget is not really an easy thing to do.
Maybe i'm childish for not forgiving you.
You have no idea how much i actually trusted you but i dont think you feel the same way, right?
Im laughing at myself for trusting you; that you would change.
Guess i was just stupid :/


:An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life. So, choose wisely.

Nvm, at least i still have my true friends with me ♥

♥

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Lo...ve decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said “Richness, can you take me with you?” Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!” “I can’t help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, “Sadness, let me go with you.” “Oh….Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself.”

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly there was a voice, “Come Love, I will take you.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder. “Who helped me?” “It was Time,” Knowledge answered. “Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?” Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because, only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.”

I can't believe this is really happening.
After all this while..i was waiting and you finally appeared.
Meeting you was like the best thing ever happened at this time.
I cant believe we talk for hours..long hours..and this is what i get.
Guess im just your temp.
This is so frustrating.
Why did i even met you in the first place?
Worst mistake i made this year.
So much hopes and dreams you gave me.
but it was all just fake lies.
I really hate you.
Don't find me anymore.
I don't wan to talk to you ever again.
Not sleeping because of you.
Let me tell you that its not much of the lying that pisses me off, its the fact that you thought i was stupid enough to believe you.
I never wanna talk to you again.

- i hope i can -

Thoughts : its been rough lately...and i was just wondering why do people always say that love is blind? i don't think love is. love makes you more awake and aware especially after a heartbreak. Every little thing he/she does makes you feel unsafe because you know every little mistake could end a relationship. Boys don't usually get what girls are thinking. All they think why are they so complicated and sensitive. if you've actually get yourself hurt before, you'll know.

Sad : My mom said why do i always condamn myself.. so Lol... if not my mom want me be like other girls who keep saying that they are so pretty and perfect? no lorh. ugly also cant change lorh also like that ad. zzz...

Quote : First love is always full of stupidity and curiuosity.


-boring holidays.byes. =)

Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?
First love is always full with sillyness and curiousity.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.
It is difficult to know at what moment love begins; it is less difficult to know that it has begun

Don't ever say to people words that you don't mean.
If you're just saying it for fun, say i'm just joking.
cz if you don't ppl might take it seriously.
i know the words you say are fake.
i will never believe you.
i will never notice you in my life.
you're just trying to make me like you.
but im not that type of person.
many girls might fall for you.
not me.
cz i know...
i know who you truly are.
an A-S-S.


- forget me -


my appearance is shit to you. therefore, im not thinking bout you no more.