I miss him, the one who was always there for me in my entire life. 

Throughout the tough journeys of mine, he would be my guidance.

The one who would never, ever give up on me.

The one who would support me all the way in everything I do.

The one who tries his best to make sure that happiness is felt in my life.

The one who would give his all just for me to smile.

The one who spent all his time, trying to make sure everything goes well.

The one who would make me laugh with his silly, little jokes.

The one who love me like no other.

He's not just  a man, 

He's the man who was my superman, my hero, my father.

These regrets...

The times when I could have stayed home and spend more time with you.

The times when you were sick and I was not home to take care of you.

The times when I would hide myself in my room rather than talking with you.

The times when I could have hugged you and say I love you. 

The times when I should have made you laughed.

That time when I could have said goodbye,

Seeing you for the last time.

Till this very day, it is still hard to believe that you are gone.

Pictures, flashbacks of you appears in my dream almost every night.

Dreaming of you, I wish I never had to wake up.

I did not even have the chance to say goodbye, 

I never expected you would be gone so soon.

And I took the times that I could have spent with you for granted.

There are days I would wish to wake up, seeing you in your room.

Then, I realized, it is impossible.

You can't bring back what you have already lost.

I still remember that night when we went out together,

That night,

Where I would have never thought, would be the last.

I have tried so hard to stay strong because I know you would never want me to be sad.

I know that you would always want me to succeed in my exams.

The day you left, was the week before my finals.

I did many things to avoid myself from thinking of you.

So I would not break down and miss you.

My finals are over now.

And for today, for the first time after you left,

I sit here, and think of you.

And I didn't realized.

How much.

I Miss You.

Till today.

It is impossible for you to see this, but I'm sorry. And I thank you for all the times you've been here for this family. You have worked your life for us. Now it's time for me to strive for success. I hope one day, you'll be where you are and look at me with proud eyes :')