I'm sure deep inside our hearts, we have that special someone that we cherish so much, secretly. Nobody really knows about him. Even your own friends but he's somehow all you'd wish for. The feeling he gives you without much effort, it makes you go insane. Not the bad kind of way. He makes you smile. He makes you wanna jump off your chair and just scream with joy in that quiet room of yours.You envy those people who get to be around him everyday. You are jealous of the girls he talks to but yet, there's nothing you can do. I mean, who are you to stop him? A secret admirer? You know it's pointless to feel that way towards him but you just can't help yourself. You want to talk to him, every single day but you're afraid that you might be that annoying clown sooner or later. So all you do is wait, and wait in vain. He complains about people hurting his feelings. Using him. Not appreciating his love. You can't do anything but to feel so helpless for him. You'd wish you knew ways to put that curve on his face. To stop him from feeling miserable. And sometimes you wish he knew how you felt. You wonder if he ever looks around him and think of you for a while? Maybe if he just notice you for a bit, he'll realize how much he means the world to you. But ofcz, nothing ever goes the way we want it to. Life is unfair. We watch the person we love, love someone else. You tell yourself, there's no point trying. I mean, all he ever sees, is her. You're practically invisible. But in the end, you find yourself trying even harder. He says " When will I ever find a girl that's loyal towards love? " Look around maybe? This is exactly why I hate it when guys complain about being friendzoned. Hey, ever see a girl complain about being the nice girl? I tend to fall deeper day by day. It's like the more I avoid, the more I fall. How do I escape from this torturous world? " If only , what if "