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When you like someone....Sunday, January 6, 2013Leave a comment


" It’s hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you could think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that certain things never last.... some don’t even start "

When some guys say Nice Guys finish last, it kills me. Somehow. I mean have you ever looked around you ? There are people who actually really care about you. Like all the time. They're the ones who always got your back even when you don't need it. They are the ones who were always there. But you just don't notice, don't you ? Or you just ignore them because they're not the ones you want? Maybe if you open up your heart a little more, you'll stop complaining that nice guys always finish last. 'cause to me, you don't. When a person likes you, you reject them. And when you really like a person, they reject you. This doesn't happen all the time but it does., at times. It's sad how we always end up wanting those who wants us least. But that doesn't mean you should give up on love right ? Just because one person doesn't love you, doesn't mean everyone else will hate you. 


It goes on.

I used to like this human for 6 months but I never said anything. I never complained. I never said Nice Girls finish last. I just can't find any reason to blame people for the things I did to myself.You just don't know... The reason why I always wanted to have  breakfast/ lunch with you. I'm pathetic. I know.  Everytime I see you, even when I was super upset that day, just a smile from you, It's like.... I don't have a reason to be sad anymore. You just don't know, don't you? The pain. I guess I can say I'm good at pretending. There are days, I still wish for you to finally notice me... but you won't....
Sometimes we're afraid to tell that someone we've been liking for so long, how we really feel about them because we don't want to take a foolish step and risk a friendship that was once so beautiful. But what if, just what if... they felt the same way too? Sometimes we should take chances cause most of the time, people are hurt with words left unsaid. Or we're just afraid of Rejection.
 ; I guess..... I just accepted the fact that I'm not good enough for you, and you're too perfect for me.  





" Do you ever wonder if other people have had crushes on you but they kept it to themselves because they were afraid to tell you?"

One thing about girls is, they blame it on themselves. Their insecurities. As people always say, girls are Sensitive. They never complain when the ones they like, don't like them back. They will just feel really insecure. I don't know if all girls but I do feel this way. It's like your self-esteem just dropped all the way to the bottom of the ocean . Maybe she's in love with you but she never had the guts to say it. Sometimes when a guy says nice guys finish last, have you ever  wondered, that maybe, nice girls finish last too ?  


I'm so done being the one that's getting all the hurt.
Something to keep moving on. :)



 ....But i still smile.


Even if you were a cactus, I'd still hug you to death. 

; I'm done.










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