I don't know what happened between us. We used to chat every night and day but now its like not a single word spoken. What did I do wrong that made you ignore me ? Or you're just too busy with your life ? Maybe you're better off without me right ? Truthfully, I miss you like mad but I control because I know you might not feel the same way as I do. Maybe I'm just being too annoying for you. Am I just an entertainment for you ? I don't know. My mind's been ruining me with these thoughts. Maybe its true, maybe its not. Maybe I should just give up but giving up on that person you really like ? I'm losing my mind. What happened to I'll never leave you ? You know I actually trust those words right? Somehow, a part of me is begging you to not leave me alone... Why did this even happen? I wonder why can't it just be Happy Ever AFTER? Why is it so hard ? Sometimes, I hate being the one who falls most. because that's when you fall apart that easily.
And now I guess im back to where I started. HEARTBROKEN What is there to do ? A girl like me. Its hard.. It Burns. So here am I waiting for that text from you. Slowly falling apart...
; falling to pieces.
I'm trying to clear my mind from these thoughts of you because I don't know how much i mean to you anymore and I'm so done getting hurt. It's so painful. I think I kinda had enough of this.
